Courtney Kutcher ; ♥ sixteen :D
I nvr believe that BFF's is forever
I wanna travel the world with my friends ;
Kayleigh ; Tiffany ; Roxanne .
I can't wait till one day , i'm satisfied with my achievements ;D I've learnt that weakness seems to be my greatest success in life,
not easy to overcome, but i will do my best ♥
“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.”

Rewind♥ ♥ April 2010 ♥ May 2010 ♥ June 2010

♥Top most ;
Yanni ; ♥ Tiffany ; ♥ WenJie ; ♥
♥ Friends :}
Putri ; ♥ Anissa ; ♥ Siyuan ; ♥ Ivan ; ♥ Zul ; ♥ Wawa ; ♥ Syahidah ; ♥

Chatterbox ♥

Mixpod ♥

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

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Laugh as much as you breathe, love as long you live,♥

Hello ;
my blog had been in a coma . I guess nobody will read this ?
Cos the last post was like months back i think ?
Anyway , saw matthew's post in facebook .
I guess it's all true . He said ,
-Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. Every story has an end, but in life every end is just a new beginning. Sometimes the dreams that come true are dreams you never even knew you had. Hope gives you the strength to keep going when you feel like giving up. Don’t say you’re not impor...tant, it simply isn’t true, the fact that you were born, is proof, God has a plan for you. 8-)
Thanks matthew for always been inspiring me in life . And the video
that you posted , it sounded awesome . Thanks alot , i appreciate it & you taught
me alot . Thank you like a lot .
Anyway , i finally understood what true friends are , those who never fails to be there for you . Thanks to all my dear friends who are with me , this year . Till now , even those problems we had , in the end , we still stayed strong . I want to admit something that you guys do not know . The fact that yes , in time , you'll find me as cheerful but i'm emotional , somewhat over emotional at times . Yes , i hope you guys understand what i'm feeling , i'm not being selfish , try putting yourself in my shoes , being alone for 15 years of my life . Yes , you may think , i have friends . I'm happy . But the truth is hidden , i guess . But now you guys know yeahs . For me , what i see everyday is just LONELY , ONLY MYSELF . But you guys see your siblings everyday , cherish them , no matter what happens . Same goes cherishing your loved ones .
And to my friend , who were there for me like everyday ,
i guess now , time changed yeahs . You're busy with sch & stuff . Thanks for avoiding me . I want to delete you from my life . Thanks alot . But i appreciate the times we had together ,
you made me felt happy for that period of time , and i said i wanted to write
something for you through email , yes , i already wroted it down on a piece of paper .
But i never wanted to give it to you . I think that someone deserves it more than
you . Like what you are treating me now . You don't know me , i don't know you . I shall
burn the paper away , thanks for being my friend , but i have to delete you away .
I dnt want to keep the pain .
And for another friend , thanks for teaching me stuffs that i don't know .
I hope you'll get that course in poly & all the best for O's .
Oh , how can i ever forget you . You taught me what's love . I dreamt bout
you last night . It was the longest dream with you . I guess back in Sec 1 , you
said we're gna be friends , that didn't happen . Up till now , none of that
is happening . It's hard for me to forgive you . My first and last ♥ .
All the best for your last yr in school . I wish for an apology from you & make
me smile for the last time . I'll wait for that .
All the best everyone , god bless youu .
My close friends , let's fight till the end (: ♥ you guys more than anything ,
cos i have no one but you guys , thanks for making my life full of joy , happiness ,
love , hope & faith .
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ !
Yours truly ,
CourtneyK . Haha ! Hello Everyone !
I'm forced to blog ! By my jie jie !
RESULTS !
Maths : Passed .
MT : Only know p2 & listening , passed .
Eng : p2 failed . The rest havent get back .
SS : Failed , total disappointed . I wanted to pass SS so badly .
Geog : Haven't get back yet .
Combine science : Fail . Nth left to say .
POA : Fail untill can jump down alr .
Only confirmed , pass maths .
Hmm ; i guess i may sound like no sense of urgency .
But these few days , teachers pushing us to work harder !
I'm motivated ^^V ! I'll do my best for all the subject for N'lvl !
Yes , currently , today , i alr started doing some POA ! Yay me .
Anyway , no point saying any further . Like what san jie say ;
action speak louder than words ! Yeaps ! k la ! I want sumbae san jie
teach me !!!!!!!! AGAIN !!!!! Okay ; end here !
Oh ya ! Not to forget ! CHATTED WITH INSOO JEON TODAY .
I told him get me some presents ; but his bag is full of his
stuffs ! Nvm , when he come back , help jiaxin haunt him ! HAHA !
He's so dead D: (inside joke ;D) ! k la . L4D with jie jie & brother tis sat ! :D
Muchloves ;
Courtney K .
I love life , like how it is now .
Thanks to everyone . Hello .
Heys , cheer up KAYLEIGH !
I'm sure one day there's something called
RETRIBUTION . CHEER UP ♥ !
Hmph , sometimes i feel so pissed
off . Maybe i may be demanding . But
of course , what do you expect from a single
child like me ? I'm always alone , i kept
wanting to go out . Oh yeah , i won't
use this "force" word anymore to ask
anybody out if they are not willing to . so
rather dnt care ! who (insert vulgar) cares right !
Tmr , will be going to library , meeting
putri in library in the afternoon . Having
breakfast by myself , reading the book i just
bought , by myself . Yaya , whatever . (insert vulgar) !!!!!!
Hmm , maybe do maths & fnn tmr . Hope it can
go inside my brain ;l i do miss those times tgt .
i cried reading ur post .
thanks ♥ . i guess you didn't
know how i felt when we aren't
bestf anymore . so hurting
that i didn't know how am i suppose
to start afresh . ♥♥ deep in my memories ,
always do . Saw an inspiring video .
Watched till cry D;
So inspiring ! Haiis !
I must be happy .
No matter how much i fall , i will
try my best to get up . even if it is
a 100 times . It about how i finish .
Lotsoflove ;
Courtney K.